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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 17:36:05 GMT

When you are in love,

You don't always miss him

But you already have him in your heart.

When you are tired,

You might not want to see him

But you would like to listen to his voice.

When you are sick,

Please take your rest,

He's already here for you.

When you are happy,

He might not not be here

But you will find him...

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 17:34:55 GMT

As long as we both are not walking on two different parallel lines, one day, I believe we'll meet.... before the ends of the lines...

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 17:34:11 GMT

Time is an answer to almost everything. If you need proof, time will certainly be a strong evidence and an implacable one. It does not matter if you accept or reject it, it will not stop telling you the truth gradually or suddenly. When some people asking God why that and this happened to them, time will show. It might be better for your personal development. Why there's no special one for me, time will give you an answer. Maybe it's not time yet.

It tells you what we want and do not want to know. It's basically the only linkage between causes and effects; present/past to future. If you are not certain about life, why don't you give it some time if you don't feel like giving it a try?

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 18:15:18 GMT

我一定可以放得低~!!!!!

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 18:12:42 GMT

Let my dreams dream. Dream is very luxurious and costly to people. Of course, it depends on the kinds of dream you have. It may be a dream car, dream house, dream job, dream family, dream life, dream friends or a dream girl.

Dream is expensive not only because it costs money but it requires certain capabilities, mentalities, intelligence, time, external assistance, conditions and circumstances to lay down a rough foundation for it becomes probable to be actualized/fulfilled.

If my dreams can only sprout at certain time of my life in certain cirsumstances, I would like to set my dreams free by letting them dream on their own. By doing so, dreams are free... from any kinds of limitations so that they can be more fulfillable.

Monday, December 20, 2004

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 17:56:19 GMT

呢個世界係我眼中都係灰色...................

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 17:30:01 GMT

Yesterday, I went to see 龍鳳鬥"Yesterday Once More". I like the movie that everything was presented subtly. The story shows what love is, love is not about winning the fights, love is about making him/her happy. The material world might blind us for a while to see true love, but sooner or later, you'll believe (not see) what is in front of you is something that you've been looking for long. 愛情是這樣的嗎？不自覺傷害了對方... 到失去後又發覺原來她是最愛？

I suddenly remember this hymn.... this is also the faith we need to have in relationship....

To hear with my heart,

To see with my soul,

To be guided by a hand I cannot hold

To trust in a way that I cannot see

That's what faith must be.....

Friday, October 08, 2004

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 17:57:48 GMT

Tonight, she didn’t hear my phone, I am so disappointed and can’t sleep……………..however, at the same time, I think deeply. After breaking up with the last gf for more than 1 year, TODAY is the first time I have another girl in my mind when I sleep. Connie is starting to fade in my heart, I really dunno why………

For the new “target”, I dunno what to do…………….Although every people I know warned me do not have any love relationship in same company, I think it is not a big problem if I really love her seriously……………Yes, I really want to have a stable and serious relationship after getting older and older……………..

That’s all I need to think now, I really don’t want to have a “playing” relationship again………….Do I love her? Wanna to accompany with her? Do I really take serious to her?? It takes times to answer and fully forget Connie, but I know I can, I know I can start a new relationship again after the event……………….

For next week, I will go to shanghai to have my FIRST job in DTT. I am so worried now………………..

I start to know gf and work is hard to balance…………………

Monday, October 04, 2004

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 15:21:22 GMT

I cried so hard tonite…………………….I haven’t cried for a long long time……………Thank you Carrie~!!! You are the only one I can cry to you………..thank you for your shoulder and your support. Thank you for knowing my working pressure. I will work hard becaz of you~!! :)

I love you sis~!!!

Friday, October 01, 2004

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 17:49:06 GMT

Yes... I am not perfect

Yes... My heart is not flawless

Yes... I am fat and ugly

Yes... I am not your boy nor will I be

But... I am loving... please let it glitter as well

It's a trap, people said

It's a game, friends said

It's a mistake, she said

It's love, I said

It's nothing, an old man said

It's everything, his wife said

What do you say?

(by aLviN, 1 Oct 2004)