Time is an answer to almost everything. If you need proof, time will certainly be a strong evidence and an implacable one. It does not matter if you accept or reject it, it will not stop telling you the truth gradually or suddenly. When some people asking God why that and this happened to them, time will show. It might be better for your personal development. Why there's no special one for me, time will give you an answer. Maybe it's not time yet.

It tells you what we want and do not want to know. It's basically the only linkage between causes and effects; present/past to future. If you are not certain about life, why don't you give it some time if you don't feel like giving it a try?